derp.

oh dear this has turned into my old myspace where i updated it like, 3 times, with 2 of them being apologies for the lack of updates!

heh ah i bet none of you even give a shit anyways imma just keep on going it's not like my life is particularly eventful

big props to my friend and moirail nep, she is truely an awesome person.

psn: mcfreaki92
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as you may have guessed from the title; my dog, Benny, had a stroke this morning, he is on his way to the vet to be put down as we speak.
Benny was a friendly, loving and all-around good dog, and he was always there for me when I needed him. He saved me from offing myself during my darkest hour.
I am currently alternating between feeling numb and crying, that dog was the best friend any person could wish for.

so here's a haiku, in memory of my dog

The cold wind will blow
and I shall long for your warmth
but you have moved on

RIP Benny Belcher, I am missing you already.

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like videogames?
like funny things?

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thank you for reading, and spread the word if you agree that these guys are awesome.

yeah, I've got a job interview for mcDonald's in Garston, Watford coming up on Sunday.

I'm looking forward to it, hopefully I'll start earning a bit of money.

EDIT: I shall find out the result sometime next week.
EDIT 2: i never even got a reply

as of 9 days ago, my cousin is officially a royal marine commando. I know some of you will be saying "why didn't you go with him", to that I reply "Because I'm a wimp".

nonetheless, I am proud of my cousin- the man I've grown up with, the closest thing I have to a brother- the man, the legend, the marine. Paul Gavigan.

I just bought the battle chest as an upgrade from the free version.

I've been playing it almost every day for about a week now.

I now have a laptop which doesn't suck! yaaaay!

well, I say it's new, it's actually quite old, but that's not the point- the point is I'M BACK IN BLACK MOTHERFUCKERS!

now I can be on NG again.